Frustrations

I'm rather frustrated right now. Well maybe not at this exact moment, but in general I am pretty frustrated.

I have applied for several jobs, and I have no job yet. I really need to get a job so I can start working and so I can replenish my savings account and pay for things...such as my summer vacation trip to VI.

I'm also frustrated because I thought I had my schedule all figured out for next semester, and then they canceled one of the classes I was registered for, so now I have to find another class to take, and of course all the ones I want to take are filled up or I have to have a prerequisite that I don't have.

I'm also frustrated because I want it to be August already, and it isn't.

I'm also frustrated because I went out to run in the rain, and then the rain pretty much stopped....so disappointing.

I'm also frustrated because of the wireless internet at my parent's house. For some reason my computer and the wireless have issues and don't always want to connect for me.

Also my face is broken out because I've been stressed and traveling and eating bad and I stopped using cleaning products on it because of the chemicals, and I haven't had a chance to get good, all-natural cleaner yet.

On the Bright Side:

I'm going back to S-field in a couple of days for a bridal shower which should be tonnes of fun!!

I probably have a job cleaning a lady's house...I just need to find the number to call her.

I had a lot of fun with K over the last weekend.

I know God is faithful, and He will provide for me everything that I need.

August is only 2 months away.

I'm going to get some facial cleaner soon because B is ordering from Arbonne tomorrow. My skin will clear up.

I got to go for a run today which always makes me feel better.

I'm going to get to see friends this weekend and over the summer.

I think I will stop at IHOP on my way through KC sometime this weekend.

I got the book Song of the Bride in the mail today, and I'm super excited to dive into that as well as finish and start some other good books because I now have time to read!!!

Above all else...God is still God, and He still loves me especially on my messy days.

Comments

  1. Hannah Elizabeth27 May, 2009

    MWAH, still praying for you love. Trust me, it'll be August before you know it. Enjoy the summer baby!

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Called Beauty

I'm listening to Pandora right now, and the song that is on is Love Song . I'm not sure what exactly that has to do with my life at the moment, but thought I would share it with you all. In fact, I feel rather at a loss as to what I should say as I sit here eating sweet potatoes. I had a lovely run with my roommate, B, today. We both decided that it is much more fun to run with someone than to run outside alone...not to mention smarter as our neighborhood isn't the greatest. Running feels so awesome now. I am getting new running shoes tomorrow, and I'm really excited about them. The lady at the store let me go out on the sidewalk and run back and forth to test them out when I went today to look, and they just felt really amazing. Switching Subjects... I have never really had many guy friends. I'm not sure why. I think part of it had to do with the fact that for a while I was really scared of men in general. Then I went through a men disliking period (I refuse to say
Read more

learning to savor

I was asked today if money wasn't an object, if I didn't have to work, if I could do anything in the world, live anywhere in the world, what would I do? I wanted to give her a thoughtful answer, a truthful answer, so I thought about it. If I could do anything what would I do? My heart leapt within me at the thought. It's one of those rare opportunities where you just allow yourself to dream for a minute of a perfect world. What would that world look like? I knew within myself what I would do, and I did my best to express it to this lady. I would have a house on the beach. It would be a safe place, a resting place, a refuge. It would be open to anyone who wanted to come. I would have tea every afternoon with my friends. I would cook and bake. I would work in my garden in the backyard. I would spend hours in communion with my Beloved. I would take walks on the beach, watching the sunset. I would sit on my front porch and soak up the day and night. I would savor life, and I wo
Read more

I say Hi!

I have discovered the secret to avoiding awkward situations... things are only awkward if you make them awkward. Think about it. We take our cues from the people around us. If someone else is trying to make you feel awkward, and you just ignore it and go on with life...then they will stop. I was in a situation tonight that could have been awkward, if I had made it that way, but I choose not to. As a result I ended up having a great conversation and was very encouraged and uplifted from it. Anyway...this is going to be short because it has been a very long day and I have a lot of homework to do tomorrow...so tomorrow is going to be a very long day. We finally covered Philippians 3 in Bible Study tonight...so excited to move on. Also, I am greatly enjoying playing chess with a good friend...we are having about a weekly match up. Good times!! I'm getting better, so we'll see if I'm able to eventually pull off a win. Funny how God grants little desires of our hearts. I always k
Read more