Attempts at Life

I am exhausted. I really need to be studying for my econometrics test that I have tomorrow, but I don't want to because it is late, and I am so tired I really just don't want to do anything.

I had my first test and my first quiz of the semester today...I think they both went okay. I am ready to just have a couple days off from life.

My planner looks like a child scribbled all over it because it is so full of notes of things I have to take care of. The last two days have been insane, and it isn't going to slow down any time soon.

I am super discouraged tonight. The combination of several things just has me really down, and I was on the verge of tears earlier when K prayed for me. What a blessing that was right then.

I am ready for it to be Monday, because that means I will be going to the chiropractor again, and he will fix my back and I will no longer be in pain. This is the problem with going to the chiro in the fist place. Before I went I never noticed the pain, but now that I have experienced pain-free living, I don't want to ever hurt again.

I spent three hours this morning watching 9 children between the ages of 1 and 2 several of whom decided to scream and/or cry the entire time...yep...it was fun.

I need to get to bed because tomorrow is going to be insane. My life needs to slow down. Peace out!

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