"You're Powerful like a Fire"

India Arie is changing my life!! I love her song Beautiful Flower - it inspired the title of this blog.

Also I love how when I tell anyone that I am running a half-marathon with the concept of running a full in a year they automatically start offering me advice. (Please note my liberal use of sarcasm) I know that I don't know everything about running, but I really dislike when people just decide to offer me advice that I haven't asked for. That's really frustrating.

God told me something amazing today when I was running, though. He told me that I am going to be able to handle the long run because I dig deep and run from my heart - I have what it takes to go the distance. Because I equate running to my life with God, that meant so much to me because He essentially told me that I am going to make it through life with Him. I'm not going to stop part way there because I have what it takes for the long run. I will dig deep and run to Jesus. I will not get weary and stop. That is a relief.

I have been so hungry for Him and time with Him lately, and I am finally starting to feel a bit satisfied. It doesn't help I'm sure that H prayed yesterday that my desire for Him would be increased. I don't need any more desire for Him - I need more time to spend with Him. Today has been good, though.

I love being 21. It's possibly my favorite age yet...although I really did like 10....

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