something new

I haven't posted in a while. Partly time. Partly other reasons. If you know me at all you know that I am a big believer in the spiritual disciplines of fasting and prayer. I think that they are under-practiced, under-appreciated, and under-valued. 

All of that to say that I came to a point a little over two months ago when I just could not continue without some kind of change in several areas of my life. I was desperately in need of breakthrough. I happened to be reading in Daniel at the time and that got me started thinking about the word "until" and what it would look like to fast until something happened, until God broke through, until things changed. 

I have a friend who did this and was on a Daniel fast for 10 months, so I was prepared that it could easily be years until I was done fasting. But I made the decision that it was worth it. 

It was worth it. I wasn't on my fast for nearly as long as I thought I would be, but God has answered me in all of the places that I needed Him to. The answers weren't all what I was looking for or expecting, but they were all the answers that I needed--with a few bonuses thrown in for good measure. 

All of that to say that I am in a completely new place. I am open to new possibilities. I have renewed vision and determination. I have new perspective. I have new purpose. 

And may I just say that for the first time (probably in my life) I am enjoying the fall season. I am embracing new seasons in all things.   

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